I have been reading Kyle Cease’s book “I Hope I Screw This Up” and I like his style. Not because he is a good writer but because of the way he approaches it.
If you search for him on YouTube, you’ll understand what I mean. He simply lets it flow and writes it as it comes.
Addictions go beyond vices. I have many addictions to take care of but I not a smoker or alcoholic.
I hope you spend some time thinking about what habits you are using to distract yourself from knowing who you are and who you are meant to become.